The lost art of pottering

[lady_t_220]

Had random Beatles tunes stuck in my head all evening. Makes a change from the random Cure tunes I had in my head this morning.

I just found paint on my t-shirt... I have no idea where it's come from because it was clean yesterday. I've not even been painting...
Darn stuff, it's attracted to me like a magnet. I have a stripe of white and a little splodge of ochre right in the middle of my chest and I don't know where either of them have come from.
Hell, the last thing I pained didn't even USE ochre...

Been making wallpaper again. It's my cure-all for miserable bastard type days of which I've had an abundance lately.
I'd try and be chipper but I'm too freaking tired. It's barely even 9 o'clock and I'm at a loose end already.
Pity LT's Concentration, for it is dead... dead and gone.
I'm trying to remember what the hell it was that I used to do for hours and hours at a time when my YM was quiet. Hell, it was only a couple of days ago and I've forgotten already ^^;
How weird is that...?
I'm blaming tiredness cause man is my body clock fuxxed to hell now.
It's like little old men who can spend many, many happy hours just pottering around in their shed doing absolutely nothing, but doing it for HOURS. I pottered round the net but I really can't be bothered tonight.
It's one of those annoying moments. Too tired to do anything, but it's too early to go to bed... though kinda' edging towards being too late to really get stuck into anything useful because I have to go to bed early... and if I DO go to bed you can guarentee I'll be awake again at 10 and then suffer from hellish insomnia for the rest of the night.
And yes, I do have to be up at 7 again tomorrow.

*pokes YM and sighs*

Lonely now... Only seen Char online today, and technically that wasn't just Char, that was the Char/Rachie combo that neglected to mention that I was in fact talking to 2 people under 1 username.
Bugger me but that was confusing till I happened to try phoning Rachie later on and was told she was at Char's.
And yes, damnit, I am a little bitter that I didn't get invited. I know I was at work, but I reserve the right to be moody and irrational about it anyway ^^;;;
I wonder now and then if it's a weird competative thing that I somehow missed, like a rebuttal for spending the day with Rachie while Char was at work the other day.
A sort of -you had her for a whole day so I get her now. *Nyaaah*- kind of deal.
Then I actually have to wonder if she's really that smart.
Not that I'm accusing her of being stupid, that ain't what I meant. I mean it's more like it's an unconscious response than actual vindictiveness.
Then I realise that sounds really awful and just give up cause it's not worth the effort of overanalysing random and pointless things that don't really matter anyway.

God I am tired, I'm rambling...

And I'm Loooooooonely... T_T

*Sighs and glomps SubbyLoganPillow*

To quote the inimitable Allende... "I need a hug, a long soak in a hot bubble bath, and a
good fuck. In that order. m(_ _)m~#"

Never have truer words been spoken.

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