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Jun. 24th, 2010 10:31 amShockingly, today I am wearing a dress.
I know, right? And the sky didn't fall in or anything!
Actually I'm wearing it cause I'm trying to decide if it looks ok enough still to take on holiday in a couple of weeks or not. I bought it for S&D's wedding so, 3 years ago. Looking at it now, it is not flattering to the boosoms any longer. But then I am back to feeling most intensely dissatisfied in relation to all matters physical and aesthetic anyway. (That is, I feel fat. I AM fat, but some days feel fatter than others. I had a dream last night where Dawn French was on TV showing how she got down to a size 16 with seemingly no effort and then for some reason my teeth were suddenly covered in a gross, peeling layer of gum and skin that was so offputting that when I woke up the first thing I had to do was go and brush my teeth just to get rid of the feeling. But that's beside the point. Probably.)
I need to start walking more places again.
I know, right? And the sky didn't fall in or anything!
Actually I'm wearing it cause I'm trying to decide if it looks ok enough still to take on holiday in a couple of weeks or not. I bought it for S&D's wedding so, 3 years ago. Looking at it now, it is not flattering to the boosoms any longer. But then I am back to feeling most intensely dissatisfied in relation to all matters physical and aesthetic anyway. (That is, I feel fat. I AM fat, but some days feel fatter than others. I had a dream last night where Dawn French was on TV showing how she got down to a size 16 with seemingly no effort and then for some reason my teeth were suddenly covered in a gross, peeling layer of gum and skin that was so offputting that when I woke up the first thing I had to do was go and brush my teeth just to get rid of the feeling. But that's beside the point. Probably.)
I need to start walking more places again.
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Date: 2010-06-24 06:07 pm (UTC)Wait, wut?
You wanna talk weird dreams? I was coming into Europe (started out as somewhere like Amsterdam, then [after an establishing shot of a map - yes, some dreams are like movies] turned out to be Poland [POLAND? WTF? Why the F would I ever want to go to Poland?]) and somehow, while trying to sneak (I guess) into the port, I wound up on a pylon out in the water, too high up to survive a jump and I knew if I did survive I would soon die from hypothermia in the cold water...and there was no way for me to get down, but I was close enough to shore that people in the disembarking area were waving cheerfully to me...
And I realize that is a ridiculously long run-on sentence, and one hell of a f'ed up dream. I also realize it has no relation to anything here. :P
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Date: 2010-06-24 06:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-06-24 06:27 pm (UTC)wearing a dress
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