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lady_t_220Typical really, isn't it? That the first time in weeks that I really feel like writing smut, I just... cant. I've tried, but it's just a weird thing. I can't make myself write smut on someone else's computer, in a public spot where people keep popping in. Can't do it. It's like performance anxiety or an insecure guy attempting to urinate in the stall next to someone really TALL.
Wolvermuse: Colourful imagery, darlin'.
But then as stated before, my brother thought Pink licking that guy's stomach in the Like a Pill video was disgusting.
Darling, your Britishness is showing...
I haven't really had the heart to condradict him. I doubt he'd like to find out my exact thoughts on the matter, and while he understands in principal I fear the specifics have been missed.
I have no desire to contradict him anyway. It'll just lead to revisiting that whole "well you never let any of us read anything" argument, which always brings me right on back to "If you think stomach-licking is nasty... eheheh..."
My mum is open minded and frankly trying to strong-arm me into getting something published, but it still stands that writing smut with your mum hanging around is just plain wrong. And JR, bless him, I don't know how much my mum tells him but if he has an opinion he's evidently keeping it to himself. He does tend to look at me a little strange sometimes though. And refuses to come into my room if the door is shut, even if I've said it's ok. It's like there's a special JR-repellant force field in place.
Frankly I could do with one that worked on my brother, that way I wouldn't have this stupid cold to begin with.
I'm rambling... I'll go away... think about nice firm lickable stomachs and sit around feeling uncomfortable about wanting to write porn less than 6' away form people watching the Cartoon Network.
Wolvermuse: Colourful imagery, darlin'.
But then as stated before, my brother thought Pink licking that guy's stomach in the Like a Pill video was disgusting.
Darling, your Britishness is showing...
I haven't really had the heart to condradict him. I doubt he'd like to find out my exact thoughts on the matter, and while he understands in principal I fear the specifics have been missed.
I have no desire to contradict him anyway. It'll just lead to revisiting that whole "well you never let any of us read anything" argument, which always brings me right on back to "If you think stomach-licking is nasty... eheheh..."
My mum is open minded and frankly trying to strong-arm me into getting something published, but it still stands that writing smut with your mum hanging around is just plain wrong. And JR, bless him, I don't know how much my mum tells him but if he has an opinion he's evidently keeping it to himself. He does tend to look at me a little strange sometimes though. And refuses to come into my room if the door is shut, even if I've said it's ok. It's like there's a special JR-repellant force field in place.
Frankly I could do with one that worked on my brother, that way I wouldn't have this stupid cold to begin with.
I'm rambling... I'll go away... think about nice firm lickable stomachs and sit around feeling uncomfortable about wanting to write porn less than 6' away form people watching the Cartoon Network.
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Date: 2003-02-24 04:39 pm (UTC)I know the feeling! my computers in another room, but I can hear the kids watching tv and such and I just can't do it. I wait until they go to bed and even then I keep checking over my shoulder just in case.
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Date: 2003-02-25 12:19 am (UTC)Though the dog has been ever glad of the company.
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Date: 2003-02-25 02:39 am (UTC)Hee! I don't know about you, but I always think they know exactly what I'm writing even when they couldn't possibly. Then I start to question they way they look at me if they enter the room *g*
Paranoia runs rampant *g*
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Date: 2003-02-25 04:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-28 07:00 am (UTC)Yikes! I can see why that would through you off *g*