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Better late than never
Oct. 25th, 2002 09:45 pmFeel kinda' weird tonight. A little cranky, a little anxious. Rather disatisified. I shouldn't be allowed to get to thinking cause it makes me start pondering where I am in the greater scheme of things and that's never a good thing to do if you want peace of mind.
I got started on a line of thought that I sort of regret getting started on and now I just feel *blagh*
Saw some, for once, unusually erudite graffitti on the bus the other day. In amongst all the "Neil woz ere 9T9" and the "Satan and Chimmie 4 eva" someone had scraped "Everything that I hate is everything that I have become" into the back of the seat in front.
I saw it and my first thought was "Oh my God, when did Alex start riding this bus?" and my second thought was that actually one of my favourite pieces of mindless vandalism is the "Whatever happened to Vampire Bunny?" and acomanying drawing that's scrawled on the BT phone switcher just over the road.
On an unrelated note, I've seen him a grand total of 20 minutes so far this weekend and poor old guy, Ron just seemes to be irritating the shit out of me. I'm staying well out of the way cause I don't want to get snappy at random, innocent OAPs. Though on a similar score both mum and JR have been irking me to death this past few days too. Like I'm stuck on permenant PMT (PMS) or something.
It's been weird...
On top of that it's kinda' lonely now our 3some is gone. And it's likely to go on longer than any of us anticipated because Rachie has been hit by what we call "guy in the red hat".
That is, there's a bloke at work she fancies and everyone's trying to set them up so she's somewhat single-minded right now.
Also it doesn't help that the train fare from Preston is the best end of 40 quid so she can't afford to come down for halloween OR bonfire night like she was hoping too. And she only gets christmas day, boxing day and new year's day off work so unless she quits we won't see her then either.
It sucks... I only saw her an hour ago and I already miss her.
*sighs*
So I start work tomorrow then have to haul my ass into the city which is something I can't afford but have to do anyway cause otherwise I'm not gonna see R for the best end of another month.
It's John's birthday on Sunday too, and I still haven't got him anything.
Crap, today blows. I'm gonna' go sit in the dark and snuggle Subby Logan for a while.
And maybe sew the claws onto Poke-X seeing as John finally, finally finished them.
I got started on a line of thought that I sort of regret getting started on and now I just feel *blagh*
Saw some, for once, unusually erudite graffitti on the bus the other day. In amongst all the "Neil woz ere 9T9" and the "Satan and Chimmie 4 eva" someone had scraped "Everything that I hate is everything that I have become" into the back of the seat in front.
I saw it and my first thought was "Oh my God, when did Alex start riding this bus?" and my second thought was that actually one of my favourite pieces of mindless vandalism is the "Whatever happened to Vampire Bunny?" and acomanying drawing that's scrawled on the BT phone switcher just over the road.
On an unrelated note, I've seen him a grand total of 20 minutes so far this weekend and poor old guy, Ron just seemes to be irritating the shit out of me. I'm staying well out of the way cause I don't want to get snappy at random, innocent OAPs. Though on a similar score both mum and JR have been irking me to death this past few days too. Like I'm stuck on permenant PMT (PMS) or something.
It's been weird...
On top of that it's kinda' lonely now our 3some is gone. And it's likely to go on longer than any of us anticipated because Rachie has been hit by what we call "guy in the red hat".
That is, there's a bloke at work she fancies and everyone's trying to set them up so she's somewhat single-minded right now.
Also it doesn't help that the train fare from Preston is the best end of 40 quid so she can't afford to come down for halloween OR bonfire night like she was hoping too. And she only gets christmas day, boxing day and new year's day off work so unless she quits we won't see her then either.
It sucks... I only saw her an hour ago and I already miss her.
*sighs*
So I start work tomorrow then have to haul my ass into the city which is something I can't afford but have to do anyway cause otherwise I'm not gonna see R for the best end of another month.
It's John's birthday on Sunday too, and I still haven't got him anything.
Crap, today blows. I'm gonna' go sit in the dark and snuggle Subby Logan for a while.
And maybe sew the claws onto Poke-X seeing as John finally, finally finished them.
